I never knew these feelings existed I guess I had to go through it
I never would have knew it, but I guess some of us just have to do it
You made me how I was and in return it made you, act on your feelings with accusations untrue
For a while didn’t know what to do, felt like I needed space, and you
I think the more we tried to figure it out the more we grew confused
We never wanted or had a love like this, I never wanted never tried to write like this
Okay I lied, one time, and didn’t think we’d fight like this
But I guess were suppose to be here to make our purpose seem clear
With or without one another we’d still be here, but that’s the toughest part.
Cause even from the start your insecurities had me worried and that made us grow apart
But don’t get me wrong I did my share we grew then fell repeat it
How many times do we gotta lose to say we’ve been defeated?
I’m not into begs and pleading, but that night my heart was bleeding, the fact you almost hit me pointing fingers like I cheated
My heart says leave but my feet wont move, “follow your heart” that’s what they say to do
It feels so contradicting when my mind cant choose
Focus on the past and you’ll never see the future
Respect whats in the present, tie lose ends that’ll suit ya
Cant pick from kama sutra, sometimes if you search they lose ya
Its like they never knew ya, like I said if you focus on the past you’ll never see the future Everyday I see a new you, or am I seeing threw you?
Started off a fairy tale and now look what we grew to
It’s like that story I would read through about that plant that he knew would grow someday turn sun to rain but he knew what we could do
A harmless seed that flourished to something he couldn’t see
Climbed it to the highest peak and saw what had not been seen
The detrimental first decision transformed a new beginning
Went from a winning, losing, lost, confusing guy that turned out winning
Don’t ask me how he did it, to know you have to live it, my heart and love is all I have and all of that I have given
9/2/16
Reflectin' 