What’s next?

And then the days were still
Not knowing what’s next
The future within your decisions
Well, why do it?
To fill time with tasks
Creating reasons to do anything
To avoid doing nothing
Isn’t nothing something?
If not then reasonableness
Lost to found
But finders keepers
Some things are meant to move
Not knowing what’s next

Spotlights

Spotlights on the beach horizon findin’

New steps misguided no lyin’

It’s all good if the waves crashin’

Not to worried about what happens

Chapters

Some livin’ lives

Some in disasters

Caspers

Can’t see em’ if you don’t look

Don’t ask

Cant eat if you don’t cook

Just last

Cant move if you don’t book

Too Fast

You’ll lose if you stay shook

No chance

No dance

Stay woke

It’s a new day

Stay stoked

Just an idea all wrote

Lives stay alive from one quote

Don’t choke

Can’t breath

Oh no

Let it soak

With the flow

Spotlights on the beach that’s so

Spotlights on the beach just glow

 

What’s what

What’s dreaming if there’s no execution

Whats’s talking if there’s no resolution

What’s pushing if there’s never cruising

What’s winning if there’s never losing

What’s equal if there’s no persecution

What are teachers if there aren’t better students

What’s one with the other

What’s eve without her lover

Whats’s a kid without a mother

 

What’s what

Knowledge

Know to grow
let go to flow
slow it goes
but slow is gold
time is tricky, never old
but stories lived arent stories told
bestowing glow
from heart to home
feelings below
unfold to mold
these unheld hold
remain untold.
Knowledge is the unpaved road…

Crutch

Crutch oh crutch

I crutch you so much

I crutch you so much my hands mold to the touch

You come in so clutch

When I need you so much

I need you like food that I eat for my lunch

 

Crutch oh crutch

I don’t need you when I’m fine

You were my backbone, but this time it’s mine

These feelings divine

The lost one to find

My crutch is a tool that’s become redefined

 

Crutch oh crutch

I need you but you’re gone

Now all I have is myself to lean on

I keep going on

Every days a re-spawn

But crutch, if you’re there help someone in drawn

Geometry

I’ve always had the feeling that something is besiding me

feels like an anomaly

maybe just geometry.

Well how can we…

be masters of astrology

but cant form apologies.

Heres some honesty

a knowledge tree

known as we to be

sprouted distinctively

described all imagery.

Words for meaning eventually

not infinite no centuries

known numbers since elementary.

It seems were on a venture we

might be here perpetually…

Explanations for everything in this verse

Its all numbers so you decide what its worth

Cheers

Cheers just because

Cheers cause of us

Cheers for what was

Cheers for the fuck

Cups of emotion

Erupts in motion

The bartenders potion

Citizens eloping

Friends are here

Visions unclear

Good times near

As long as your here

Some vibe searching

Some vibe making

Come to certain

Some anxious shaking

Nods instead of hi’s

Hugs with goodbyes

Some closed

Others open eyes

Cheers

Visions

I got an appetite

I’m eating beats when I grab the mic

Dont need to get left fed up for me to go and write

My flow is fast as light with my mind higher then satellites

Damn, well how about on my saddest nights?

Ill be optimistic until I’m resurrected right after Christ..

That would mean I’m living in the saddest fight

Cause I’ve died been born again and now trying to live a lavish life

But I, adjust the sights, I got visions don’t need the lights

Seeing with my eyes closed while grippin my malachite

High power to the third degree

Emergency, hes taking off like a burglery!

Please beg my curtousy leaving this place lookin like a murder scene

Shit, I bet the deaf still heard of me!

Maybe not my bars but my name? Most certainly

Got helping hands most people paraplegic

Cause karma’s real its something I discovered when not needed

Repetitious rondezvous had to repeat it

He’s back cracked! That’s only cause I’ve been seated

Its been to long since I went to write a song

But I’m dip dabbin’ in things am I wrong?

One day, have the time for it all

My numbers adding up.. im talking about my calls..

1 second, trying to re connect this connection intersection from points of angular disection

Pin point the sections of complexion, cause there the truth lies, hast tag direction of lessons..

But don’t miss where the truth lies…

Let me deceive your mind from your two eyes…

11/1/16

Mic’ Check

It wont budge? Cant move? Are you stuck?

Cant feel cant see good luck

In time of need look up

Theres a bigger picture than us

Were just a stroke in the canvus

Dealing with cards handed

In a world where butterflies determine whats reprimanded

Understand it? Cant grasp it?

Its just a pattern that’s ever lasting…

But whats the effect to cause?

I cant stop like im forced cause this worlds not taking a pause

Keep spinning, flying, cruisin

Stay winning, trying, no losin

But this pressure is feeling confusing

Get lost in the flow state creating what I’m using

Influenced by the music to some it sounds stupid

No faith no keys then youll never go and do it

No passion either then its a lost cause

Cause thats where the purpose is no lost flaws

Philosphical forces

Karmas own free willed limited choices

1 brain hearing different voices

No mic? Then I feel voiceless…

Loose Ends

I never knew these feelings existed I guess I had to go through it

I never would have knew it, but I guess some of us just have to do it

You made me how I was and in return it made you, act on your feelings with accusations untrue

For a while didn’t know what to do, felt like I needed space, and you

I think the more we tried to figure it out the more we grew confused

We never wanted or had a love like this, I never wanted never tried to write like this

Okay I lied, one time, and didn’t think we’d fight like this

But I guess were suppose to be here to make our purpose seem clear

With or without one another we’d still be here, but that’s the toughest part.

Cause even from the start your insecurities had me worried and that made us grow apart

But don’t get me wrong I did my share we grew then fell repeat it

How many times do we gotta lose to say we’ve been defeated?

I’m not into begs and pleading, but that night my heart was bleeding, the fact you almost hit me pointing fingers like I cheated

My heart says leave but my feet wont move, “follow your heart” that’s what they say to do

It feels so contradicting when my mind cant choose

Focus on the past and you’ll never see the future

Respect whats in the present, tie lose ends that’ll suit ya

Cant pick from kama sutra, sometimes if you search they lose ya

Its like they never knew ya, like I said if you focus on the past you’ll never see the future Everyday I see a new you, or am I seeing threw you?

Started off a fairy tale and now look what we grew to

It’s like that story I would read through about that plant that he knew would grow someday turn sun to rain but he knew what we could do

A harmless seed that flourished to something he couldn’t see

Climbed it to the highest peak and saw what had not been seen

The detrimental first decision transformed a new beginning

Went from a winning, losing, lost, confusing guy that turned out winning

Don’t ask me how he did it, to know you have to live it, my heart and love is all I have and all of that I have given

9/2/16